| I AM BEHIND TIME IN EVERYTHING I THINK I WANT TO TRY TO WISH TO DO AND DON'T WONDERING IF IT MATTERS TO TIME: IF IT IS SEEING, HEARING, WONDERING, JUDGING. I LIVE OR AM I BEING UNKNOWN TO ME LIVED BY LIFE APPARENTLY PUSHING AND DRAGGING ME EVENTUALLY TO LEAVE ME UNRESOLVED, RATHER THAN DO, I DON'T RATHER THAN USE TIME I STEP OUT OF IT AND PLAINTIVELY LET IT OVERTAKE ME IGNORE ME IS TIME BAFFLED BY MY INEPTITUDE AND CLUMSY INVOLUNTARY MOTIONS THROUGH IT INTO IT, OR OUT OF IT WHAT IS TIME ANYWAY AND FOR THAT MATTER, I? |
ramesh gandhi